Hi :D

hi! haha yea yea long time dint read :p i finally have a lil mood to blog. somethings la the others i malas haha. i fergot what happened lately all i remember is how boring the holiday is except the fact i got to hangout with some chicas of mine weeee~ itu pun pi rumah maine then 'practise dance' kunun kan haha. oh wadehell. its gettin kinda hard cuz like no one's commited into making this thing happen as in Seriously. n this year your convent is gona be the Tuan Rumah (isit?) and we have to make a good performance. this yr juniors gona hv to perform not the seniors anymo why? cos teacher WEE LIAN LUI is our new interact teacher n shes damn fcukin strict. sikit2 pun tia buleh sua adui. no fun woman -_- but were gonna try hard to make this thing fun as possible :) haha. so tuesday huh, starts the torture week (heng heng heng*! ) and none of us has studied. as i mean Seriously studied. rite after holiday trus killer exam? tht totallt spoils the whole meanig of holiday. its called torture i tell you; TORTURE. == sudala skul bida. HAHA! oops =x shh i dint say anythin. but anyways haiz i just cant wait for the holidays to come. long term holidays. i wanna work and earn my own money and at the same time get to hangout with my friends from time to time rather than just staying at home and rot like crazy. this yr can have last fun dy, then next yr, say goodbye :\ SPM year. damn at least its the last yr haha.

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i miss my superman. i do, todays our monthsary and as usual we cant hangout or do anything nemor since were not well here together dy now :| we used to at least go somewhr; makan ka, or just hangout or go each other's hse but thts not gona be a 'usual' now.
baby, come back, would you?

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im kinda bored and lost in my mind dont know what else to write about. so imma go now. babai :)

getting me Narcotic Drugs.

well look on the bright side! ; where?

so ive been to lazy to blog for the past few days. well most of us are rite? sumkind of no-blogging-for-me season i guess. oh well. couple of things did happen in the past few days. that day maine's birthday (which i had fun in hehe) then this argument wch is so damn fckin pointless n makes me angry everytm i even thnk bout it (pfft fuck it forgeddit) and some things quite interesting, some i want to talk about, but some i just dont even want to remember. so ill just shut up and keep quite, and be the 'Happy Doll' that i am rite now. by the way im happy with my Permanent Friends i have now. my LeoRies and some other stuf hehe :) love ya chicas. will be posting when the mood comes back. babai~

November's 2 months to go huh? well weve just gota wait.
ps// Slamat Hari Raya to my muslims friends :D
indulge in all the raya food you can get and leave some for me! hhehe

Love is when you wanna Kiss; but get bitten instead.

im just so fucking speechless i dont want to talk anymore.
he took my voice away. how stupid of me

NAUSEA.

its 1.47am,
and im still awake. just not in that sleepy mood yet.

my pumpkin pie, my sweet potatoe, my sweet colelaw; (haha)
I MISS YOU DEAR
i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you!!!

oh, i just noticed the pics. we got blue highlights yaw wahaha

momentum.

today im in study mood. i love this mood. its rare haha.
in class none of the teacher ajar us anythin. they just come in and sit.
and mostly cuz smakin kurang cikgu sua. hmm :\ the best one's are all going away rite guys?!
damn. in class mostly all we did was talk as usual. i had/ was asked wait no, was TOLD to draw (again) this merdeka hiasan thingy fr the class so i ss lur haha. its not that done yet but ill do it later.
so had physics tuition juznow. did homework in the kitchen cuz idk(?) pandai2 bha ada angin sa ne haha. after tuition i went to the whiteboard n ss draw lae sana haha so here's one i drew :) its me and him, my SuperMan yg suka buli me haha.
ohmy, i just remembered, i dint eat dinner 0.0 ow well. haha looks like another diet nite. bye chicas :)

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HEY BABES^^
brief update for-

yesterday:


thank you teacher huong n hayati! <3 theyre leaving convent dy teacher huong was thr but tchr hayati dint get to come cos maybe she had other issues. :( tchr huong was such a sporting teacher. bnyk we ol suka her la gyla, our chemis tchr. she just mix ur chemicals up. haha..ok lame.hoho. so tchr hayati, damn she's awesome too. she teaches sejarah so awesome. i faham if she ajar :) if she massage, DA BOMB man DA BOMB. so here's how it went, at least. went to ct mall 5.30 with chol. met tasha there then we go pizza hut duduk jap tunggu layla n vani. blablabla sf and st's there so quite weird haha kan tash? go jalan2 wna buy some last minute prezzies fr tchrs. dear called; made my fuckin day awesomer^^ hehe the rest read in tasha's blog i malas wana type haha so if you read tasha's blog dy, about those two guys? yeah here's the pic my awesome baybeh took^^
awwwhhh wah! the guy with the red hair so damn fugly from the front but his voice when sing n when he face sideways, omg. SPEECHLESS. n the guy in white? he's damn cute haha expecially his smile. =) theyre friendly expecially after they said they wud take pic wit me, thanks to Tasha babe who ask them without me having any idea of it. DAMN tash ahahaha. love you my babeh superstar^^

oops, the mirror broke.

lately i just dont know what to do anymore
i talked to someone this morning, someone you could say close to me.
c asked me wats wrong cuz it seemed i wasnt myself lately..
we were talkin, she guessed wts wrong n
c said to me//

"if someone dosent make u happy and all they do is make you more miserable than u already are, then theyre not worth spending ur time with. you deserve the best and you dont deserve to be treated the way your being treated

sure, people make you laugh. your friends make you laugh.
but, does tht mean ur rly hapy?
people that you once trusted you cant trust them that much anymore
you can only trust yourself and yourself only.
but there are certain people in your life, worth to trust.
someone thats always there for you when you need them no matter what
someone who understands ur feelings
someone who accepts you for who you are
someone who looks at ur flaws in a different way
and treat it like its something to be loved at, not hated at
someone who chases you when you run away
if you have someone like this in ur life; then babe
dont loose em.
but if all you can find in ur life now, is heart breaks
crying all night, the smiles dosent shine that much anymore
just like it used to;
give urself and them a chance or two, but if things still never change?
then, you might wanna think twice. don u think?
ko tingu mata kau macam kena tumbuk saja"

haha shit that asshole. but c did make me feel better sumhow in ways i couldnt explain

thanks bobot. she's lucky to have you

blangko.

ngayon ay isang araw ng panganganak. ako tunay na pinag-aralan. im online na ngayon at may bagong walang gawin, at ako dont malaman paano sa magsalita sa filipino
hahaha! :p maine betul ka ne? aha

thanks to my sis who's not so pro(?) in filipino, she helped me with this. haha so watching those filipino movies did give her a benefit haha.

chapter one to nothing.

LEO

Happiness and a desire to share your good fortune and joy with others is the mood now. As long as you don't overextend yourself, this is a good time to indulge your feelings of kindness towards others and also to be kind and indulgent to yourself.
You're entering a phase of emotional directness and impulsiveness now, one marked by forceful and powerful feelings. Emotional beginnings, a fresh start, perhaps the establishment of new habit patterns - make sure they're good ones, because they'll set the tone for you for quite some time to come!
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my reading for today. the red one's preety true.
so today, i could say that it went ok, but as usual its boring. i felt tired the whole morning cuz i woke up with my eyes wet, geddit. lol. so reached school with flu to begin my day with. assembly, then went up to class. slept the whole way except for maths lesson. studied, finish school. went out makan wit the usual people. went back home then online, check fb and those crap.
typin a story for someone. now watching tv while doing all this. trying not to let fucked up emotions take over me.

..Superman, Save Me!♥

FUCK MAN
FUCK!
stop making me feel sad already
just stop
stop stop stop stop STOP
im going crazy
crazy crazy crazy like shit
oaujwniebvauh iuhhnheiru uhiuahihca;owe
pwepcOIWHBICHAWEBUGBIAUBHJhihIIUHBAIUBHIhihwiuhqaHIBDHIQAUHWINibhiuwh

core.

cant keep it to myself anymore.

everyday seems to get a lil more darker and lonelier. i wake up, oh wow..its another day. everything seems so pointless. i feel crappier everyday. no one's making me feel better, except my two chicas. yeah they help me, make me laugh; tell jokes. fill up my mind. hear me out when im just feelin so miserable. how i wish i could be with them 24hours, 7days. how i wish we were neighbours just accross the street, whr we can meet anytime, anyday. baby, ur lucky. u have ur friends to help you there. make seem time to pass faster, not more alone-er, less boring. high school life, yeah were gona miss it later on, but now; its just not that 'sweet' anymore.

ive gota admit, one thing thats effecting me the most here, is him.
he not being here, not being able to see him everyday like we used to, him not calling me for daaaaays, dont even have the time to actly rly accompany me when im alone anymore, not here when i need a hug, not here to comfort me, not here to love me, not here to hold me when i sleep, not here to kiss my cheek, not here to caress my hair; everything. just everything. its effecting me so much. everyday i feel more gone. he took whats left of me. he took that one thing i needed the most; my heart. i trusted him with it the moment he left. but there are certain times, he slipped it, made it fall down, not realising it. he went out with friends, kept walking, cus he didnt realise it had fell. when he came back home, only when he saw it on the floor, he tried to pick it up; slowly. but it kept slipping away. till my heart dried out abit, the blood stoped flowing, he managed to pick it up again. put it in his pocket next to his heart, once more. i know sounds emo rite, :p but that the only i could think of how and whats my heart been going through. maybe a lil more painful than tht. it maybe even dropped on an unexpected pin that was lying on the floor. what if that pin resembel / represent someone? it could, rite.

couple of times, ive broke down, time to time. i stood my ground eventhough it was harsh. angels came in, devils casted out. but sometimes the baby devil's, managed to sneak into me once in awhile. i heard them whisper in my head, i heard them sream in my head. at times, they stopped. thank God. they were driving me crazy.. one night i could stand those screams, i ougth for my heart taker; he wasnt anywhere to be heard, or found. so, i drowned. ;fought my way out, screaming, why?

' my heart, where were you? '
but no one could hear me. i gave up some hope, hoping it wont bring me down again.

"my child. did God give you patience; or did he gave you an oppertunity, to be patient?"
"did God give you understandingness; or did he gave you an oppertunity..to understand?"

dot dot CURVE.

You've been acting awful tough lately, Smoking a lot of cigarettes lately
But inside, you're just a little baby, It's okay to say you've got a weak spot
You don't always have to be on top. Better to be hated than love, love, loved for what you're not. You're vulnerable, You are not a robot. You're loveable, so loveable, But you're just troubled.
Guess what? I'm not a robot. You've been hanging with the unloved kids, Who you never really liked and you never trusted, But you are so magnetic, you pick up all the pins, Never committing to anything. You don't pick up the phone when it ring, ring, rings. Don't be so pathetic, just open up and sing.

I'm vulnerable, I am not a robot.

Can you teach me how to feel real? Can you turn my power on? Well, let the drum beat drop

Guess what? I'm not a robot

my owner DeMz juz bought me a new puppy as a gift in fb :D
thanks demz ;p

currently i am;

• eating the half of my chocolate cake
• drinking orange juice
• fb-ing
• msn-ing
• mengumpat-ing
• wasting my time

someone- -

somebody that loves you
the way you love em back
somebody that calls u when theyre upset,
like you do when ur upset
somebody thats there for you,
when you need em despite how busy they are;
they'll take time off just to check up on you
if your okay
someone that says goodnight to you
everynight before they sleep
someone who understands ur sacrifices
just like how you understand theirs
someone who respects u,
like how you respect em
someone thats there to make you laugh,
when all you feel is like crying
just someone that gives you their heart,
like how you gave up yours, for them

dosent that sound nice? :\

day in; to day out.

just a random question, am i invisible?
haha

hahax so just finished watching Iron Man
damn he's awesome. if only there were technology like that it would be awesome.
if my dad's like that, that would be more awesome-er dude! :D
wana watch Iron Man 2 asap. hehe.
so tadi went out with tash layla n vani. maine was suppose to be joinin us but then they dint make make it haha. it sokay buh maine :)
had fun hanging out wif em but layla dint join us cus she wntd to spend time with her hubby.
im okay with that, cuz well yala, hubby dea bha kan haha.
and im sure if i asked the same she would do the same thing for me too :) rite layler?haha
went meetup at centre around 2, terjumpa layla's friends; one guy was funny he shook hands with everyone there including random people that passed by n they were like
'huh? who? hah?' aha cool guy ;)
walked around, feet hurted, sat down makan drink ate ice cream. bought a new shirt from padini bout rm50 n bought something else for someone ;) hehe. played this zombie game at the arcade with vani cos tasha had to go back. so i hung out with vani, i kept on screaming when we plaed the game cos srsly; it was annoying, and the zombies kept on popping out of nower n theyre fvckin ugly.ew.. Vani; she's fun to hang out with.
plus she's tall man. realy i mean TALL. duno la if she form 5 dy apa jadi.
ol the guys would be drooling over her wakaka.
OH and speaking of guys, me tash n vani saw this awesomely cute handsome hunk'a hottie when we were at padini n cp~! damn got my eyes on fire he's HOT.
ssoooooooooo
5.30 had to go, cuz gota go church. sis bought me that chocolate moist cake that i love from the pasar ramadan blakang star city tu. nyum :9 hehe
oh n i had hair extensions on, rm20 / strand. wahaha mahal la oltogetha but worth it :D
thats the pic up there, the clearest view ive got of the extensions.
went to church, head back home, ate maggi with sis n didi (sis ex *sweat*)
chat with mum dad complained bout my bro n how useless he is again :\
he's always like that. hmm
soooooo im gona continue eating my chocolate cake now while watching somthin in youtube. wakaka ;D

♥goodnight

illusions.

sooo today did nothing. school, go makan kat damai my fav place wahaha.
then er yala. went back home. watched Dance Flick again haha.
last night watched Drag Me To Hell with mum in the room.
the laughed the part the lalat went into the girl's right nose
then it went back out the other side :p
it was fun, not scary but suspence la. kin panas ne haha.
had my 1st day of my new physics tuition today.
she's bttr than the teacher i had before in a public tuition. public tuition sucks :\
you cant even concentrate at all. with all the noise and friends.
end of year exam's this month. 29th? if im not wrong. so studying now.
expecially trying to improve my add maths physics and chemis. those la yg i paling teruk. like shyt ne. zZz.. then 1month more trus cuti panjang wahahah :D
plan gona find work for the long holiday. tired sittin at home doing nothing rusting my butt off expecially during those two month of total Nothingness. since that he's not around anymore is he? :| hmm.
gona plan on going to kl with sis mitch n tasha (if possible) in november again. 1week++ wud be awesome! ;D how i wish my other friends could go :\
it wud be so awesome :)
so thrs gona be ths so called 'gathrin' my class is gona have next sunday. idk for wat n why n idc wahaha. dont plan on going out much till exam's over.
mum's gona scold me like crazy if my marks dont improve than last time :(
sooo when i was bored just now i watched HBO, a movie title 'Milk Money'.
at first it seemed ok thou but no interest than suddenly this young boy appears in the movie; looks like sabby whahaah, so i kept watching just to see him XD but yeah he's a boy thou :p
he was soooo cute. actor's name is

Adam LaVorgna ( click adam or lavorgna for images :p )

but now he's older already hahax.
cos that movie was like the 80's 90's maybe :p but who cares! he looked like my handsome sabby when adam was young tho :9 nyum~ wahaha.

' im in the mood for sharing now so dont mind me :D '

lastnight i had a dream. it was, idk. i cudnt remember everything, but as far as i could remember, it made me feel....uncomfortable. uneasy. :\
its like something's gonna happen. maybe not today thou, or tomorrow, but i feel like something's gonna happen. hmm fuck this instincts haha. ill leave that be.
so its been 3days since he went back to kl.
as i expected;

• hard to contact
• couldnt even call
• even almost lasted a day without findin him
• sometimes not even a goodnight at all :(

i feel ignored & unimportant T.T but keep on remindin myself not to think to much. give him space, give him time, give him respect, let him have fun :) thts all that matters. dosent matter how i am here just hope tht he's okay.
n im sure, tht he'll keep his promise to me.

'' baby dear i love you; if only you could feel what i feel now// ''

being here without you not even being able to hear your voice. i only hear scream's in my head. it screams all day long. like screachin nail on on a black board. UGH i hate tht sound.

sooo someone's messing with my darling tasha. looking down on her, talking bad behind her back, making up stories, makin fvckin ugly minta kecian faces. tsk tsk tsk
LOOKS LIKE ANOTHER BLIND BI'aTCH TO ME >;)

si BUTA.

IM FUCKING PISSED OF THAT PIECE OF SHIT.
taking pictures of whats MINE like its fucking YOURS?
FUCK OFF!
saying i love you i love you i miss you sana
like he's fuckin single?
oh here bitch, im HERE
IM HERE YOU BLIND ASS LICKING SUCKER.
HE'S MINE AND DONT YOU EVER
EVEN TRY TO THINK OF HAVING A CHANCE WITH HIM!!!!
ill destroy ur fuckin camera; literally, ill shave ur fucking hair when your asleep,
heck ill even do your eyebrows for you! what a 'friend' i am right?:)
dont you even dare to touch him like
how i touch him.
dont you even dare to talk to him like how i talk to him.
dont you even LOOK at him like how I look at him.
oh maybe your dum? stupid maybe?
kecian :) need 'special treatment' bha that. tsk tsk
NOT

so not in the mood//

come and go.

he's leaving today. words cant say how i feel rite now :(

not coming around.

hey guys. sory i dint post anything for the past 3days? i dont know.
im just not in the mood lately. but when it comes back then ill post okay :)

everything's gonna be okay..

alone with the sunrise.

mum wit sis Lis chat chat lastnite :]

sory ystrdy dint post anything. was too tired and lazy.
went out at nite too for awhile for a drink with friends joking around.
so today's monday, start of school holiday for one whole week.
nothing to do here. yeah im still at the hospital. today's mumy operation :\
c went in bout 11.10, tahan her cry lae :( she was scared eventho we knew it was gonna be succesful and fine :) and it did. hehe. now she's more active than her frst operation she had. that time she cudnt even open her eyes haha. she said tht 'i rest 1st kay i wanna sleep 1st'. we say ok lha then sudenly 3pm she said 'on tv2, sa mau tingu tu indon punya movie' we were like wat duh? suddenly haha. terove sihat mumyku ;) strong bha she haha sempat lae she can mengumpat n crita2 thr with her sistas hehe. tasha came to accompany me here cos i was bangas-ing here all alone teda urg teman me. waha so went to yoyo thr 1st makan, then went to watsons tasha wntd to buy something then went back to DSC.
we here crita2 la then bout 2.45 mum's operation finished.
people came and visited her, so me and tasha went down go play d playground sana. i laugh brabis till i terjatuh / duduk on the flor duin my silent laugh that i always do when i laugh haha.
shiok la gyla then went bek up tasha ikut <>jill<> minta antar balik go damai. somehow, idk i tia brapa ngam b aroun tht person anymo. lol. anyways so now its me and mum alone in the room. sister coming back later on and im here jaga mummy; be her guardian angel hehe. she's snoring so loud btw -__- haha good la ba tht.

maine! ur definetly the hottest aunt ive ever met! ;D


song Superman - by Brown Boy
i can love u like no one can,
i can be ur superman.
just take my hand and lets fly away
i promise ill be thr everyday
just close ur eyes lets start to fly
im gona love you till i die
until the day to my death and my very last breath
im gona love you when no one's left.

i just ♥ this shirt :)
thanks baby!

worth the wait.

today isnt exactly a day to remember.
fact; its not my day at all. some things just going crappy.
im just trying to heal. thats all.. :| nothn much, nothn more.
just moving on.. evrythin im going thru i did expect it from earlier.
but im just trying to be happy, trying so hard to forget the pain of being alone here.
no one to hug me at nite, no one to kiss me before i sleep; evrytime i wake up.
no one thr beside me when im still asleep, yet he's already awake.
u guys, who actly understand how i feel, feel the pain too right?
its unbearable, but weve gota be strong :)
cos were doin it for the person that we love.
so whats there not to wait for? :)

ps// fylin better after watching this vid in youtube bout Yamashita Tomohisa. and the vid he made fr me, my 2008 bdae present.
he's totally evrything. TOTALLY ;]

11.18pm.
IM NOT IN THE MOOD :(
& NO ONE'S CHEERING ME UP.
so u know what, im gona stop hoping and just leave it the fuck alone.

olo FUCK DICK ;]

well hi peeps :)
todays the start of the august week holiday and merdeka holiday yeehee~
get to rest from all the studying keke.
so jalan2 in th afternun ,pikap mum went back home, packed stuff gila2 in the car with mitch then went back to DSC.
mum's in the hospital again ready for the next operation she's gona go through again :\ *sigh*
cian mummy. so im gonna be styn here again evryday takin care of her.
at least get to spend time with her :) hehe.
well the rest i malas wana post. to tired. so this is just wat ull get now wahaha.

photographer: mitch :)
pose; thumbs up to aunty monica!haha.

superrr!

my super new super awesome word;

SUPER!

:D

Superman.

isnt he just awesome? cool right :)
he's the
the cherry on top of my cupcake
the moon in a sky filled with stars.
the cotton to my candy
the milo to my ping
the dahl to my roti kosong
the sambal to my nasi lemak :p
hahaha sory i cant think of anything else now. hehe.
but he's more than that.
baby i love you.
ur hands are meant to be with mine :)

the Super to my Man.
he's MY Superman ;P

boredom sucks eggs. SO MA FAN.

just came back from school. bored so here's a lame survey to kill boredom. by meli syg

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?	i wish my hair was longer.
2. How much cash do you have on you?	rm15. sobs
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"	whore :p
4. Favorite planet?	the moon maybe? haha
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?	myalien
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?	we the kings - whoa
7. What shirt are you wearing?	jammies from kl :)
8. Do you "label" yourself?	noh i dont. i 'mix' aha
9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?	idk haha. random
10. Bright or Dark Room?	both. dark; easy to slp, romantic :p bright; good light, room looks larger n comfy.
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?	she's a sweetheart. tough but soft :) hehe
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?	studyin moral half asleep haha
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?	wat the hell y on earth he wna sed tht 2 u?krg ajar ne by alien
15. Where is your nearest 7-11?	si dongz :D
16. What's a word that you say a lot?	shit
17.Who told you he/she loved you last?	himlah :)
18. Last furry thing you touched?	si evil civel haha
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?	tak ade le. takde stok. haha naba
20. How many rolls of camera film do you need developed?	ketinggalan zaman ne soalan ne haha
21. Favorite age you have been so far?	not there yet.
22. Your worst enemy?	me.
23. What is your current desktop picture?	a anime drawin by my aweshum adorable gurl cassey mah' man!
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?	wat the fuck? to sis
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?	meli syg's answer is mine too :) 'Well i would rather choose the ability to fly, so that i could fly to Sabah from Shah Alam//KL whenever i want to meet my love ones easily without buying any plane tickets and have to wait my ass off sitting for hours than to reach my destination'
26. Do you like someone?	yea. i like lotsa pple :) but only love one.
27. The last song you listened to?	go audio - why

trip to kl review.

hey bloggers. it 11.40, just came back home 20minutes ago.
so im basically sleepy & tired but i gota study for awhile. tmrw test :\ ugh! how i wish its the holidays already. im just tired n i wana stay home and rest.
so my trip to kl was awesome :) i had an awesome time the, spending every single minute of it with him. from the moment i reached kl, i was with him the whole way till it was time for me to go back to kk. how i wish it could only be like that; that only :(
so here's basically wat happened.

1day-
reached kl waited for saby, he came. follow the bus, reach his condo (security so strict had to call monica for help) got saved by monica. so went home set myself up got sumthn lil to eat then went to bed cus it was late that time already.


2day- did nothing much just went out shoppin with saby n nelfa at sungei wang times square. bought some stuff, go eat in kfc makan makan makan jalaaaan did some other stuff. bought saby new bathin suit cuz i frgt his in kk. damn always forgetful D: but at least i bought him one hehe! :) did some other stuff went back home online rest.

3day 16th AUGUST -

woke up got ready makan2 online wait for time to go. went to sunway piramid & sunway lagoon fr my bdae :D the best part is; it was only the two of us! hehe~ before went to lagoon, walked around sunway first. went to this expedition thingy bout the new Lost World wildlife park thingy. saw a adorable racuuuuun :D cute bunnnies scary iguana & awesome snake. so manja again tht the snake, minta kena sayang ba! alamak haha. went to the wildlife park thngy; saw cute animals awhh :) then after that went in lagoon bought tckts blablabla played olmost ol the games thr. it was AWESOME! i love the roller coaster the most. made me extra active but made him no mood ahaha :x but fun tough. OHYEA we went in this scream park wch was scary also la :( i was so scared at 1st tht we went in then trus i say i wana go out! haha thn ths urg puteh guy came by himself (so handsome by the way haha :D) so we went in with him. GOSH the ghost was annoying much! not scary but kin tekejut la -___- slam the door n table here n thr, bh kalau rusak tu kau yg bayar ah haha. it was okay i guess n theyre creative :) the prison break room yg paling cool i see. gosh but the 'ghost' kin stress i la cos he actly went after me go run towards me i gota tell ya i rly trauma, dun like tht at all. the thing is we had to find our way out the prison break room ourselves. it was covered with layers of fences, the type yg u see in jails tht. yea those. i cudnt tel wch was real n not cus thy dressed up like the othr dolls. the urg puteh was out already so it was only me & saby left in thr n i gota lead us out thr by myself; dont ask why(?). :x but it was fun thou haha. thn after that went on some more rides; the surf beach was closed so didnt get to surf la huhu. go swim2 abit then played the water games. after tht ol bout 5 we cleaned outself then went back to sunway makan si sushi king woohoo awesome! :D was so tired so we went straight home then makan trus KO direct tidur haha.
before go sunway took pics outside the condo :)

the racun in sunway Lost World exi awh


12feet long python awesome~ :D


mr.baby monkey awh~! *tingly fingers*


dear's damn toe came off ugh! D:
it was at home this time huhu

ps//thanks guys fr the wishes love u alot mwahs ^-^

4day- dear went to skul jap frm 10-12. 11sumthn went to taylor's thn hung out th abit. kenal some his friends; funny la them haha :) after tht went to klcc, bought Superman brand couple t's ;) jalan2 again nothin to do went back home rest cus monica bring go wch muve at nite. woke up went sunway. watched Aliens in the attic. fuuny gyla laughed from beginning til end hhaha :D

went home then packed since tht the next day is byebye time :( then went to slp.
inside view on klcc :)

our supercool couple t's :D

last day- got ready. wntd to go sunway at 1st but tia jadi. dear sms his 'mum', sdnly c said c and abc wana folo antar me go airport haha. 3pm jalan go ktm, waited. sampai kl sentral eat bk then crita2 laugh here n thr haha. naik bus go airport, sampai airport check in thn talk2 again skijap. gota go then said byebye :\ so yea. thts basically wat happened but more haha :)waitin fr the ktm to arrive ;)

;(

19th sept he's coming back kk for 1week. cant wait. but ill be waiting here. always :) thrs another heart breakin month to go, but ill be strong. he'll be here soon^^
well gdnite guys. pics later on. :*

those hands are meant to be with mine.